back to where i started some 9 years ago

This is the way I feel now I know I should not take it this way but hey I am only human. That's what I felt after our town hall which in a way provided us details of what will happen to the team. I should have been more ready since I fairly have an idea but hearing it and making it final made me feel this way. Oh I know it's just a matter of time for me and I will get over it. It's just being put in what the call "HIPOS" you would expect a little more but I guess I was wrong. For now I have to accept it for my team's sake since if they see me like this it would be nice. I need to put a brave face for them, I know I can do this. I just need some time. Please I need to overcome this soon.